seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i would never get published in the atlantic monthly my mind is full of sleepy chatter...warm voices muted and muffled as if speaking into fabric...i set my alarm clock for a two hour nap but only stayed awake long enough to turn it off and sleep for two more hours...i hate that...sleeping mid-day and waking up with a fuzzy head and not enough time to accomplish a page of writing...sometimes i want to tear up every word i've ever written...the pain of writing something so horrible that no one is ever going to see and is still embarassing somehow! all this evidence of my poor education...exaggeration or heavy drug use? heh. just another bad joke. i'm spoiling my self-image and credibility. 5:19 p.m. - 2002-01-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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