seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- in need of something soft to hold losing precious time: i went on a scavenger hunt in the library looking for books on Greek heroism-blah-i love mythology and i hate that they don't shelve books right at that prison...then i had my conference with Dickerson who is hilarious as an instructor but my paper needed work (the topic- "yellowface"-Asian stereotypes in popular culture or white actors imitating asians which is so fucking annoying), i was embarassed because it was in a state of such disrepair and sometimes i wish i could drink gallons of coffee and then pee like a normal person...my bladder is so messed up, i swear then i wouldn't have to critique someone else's writing...i'd let my coffee spill across the page until the words bleed together and everything is soggy brown like it should be...and i could dance the shag to tommy page and invite all those activists at taco bell over for fluffy cornbread, yeah, sounds good to me i'm picking apart all the good things with my teeth...when the skin on my finger has healed i will take two bubblebaths in a row, promise, i will be green always and not dwell on those asshole frat guys who ride around in their aqua sportcars and bob to the sounds of gee, i don't know...outkast? and they wear their sweatshirts with the school logo and i feel like losing my lunch, but gracefully, sure this sounds frantic but i'm not i keep downloading these stupid oldies, its a curse...then i'm sleeping nine hours during the day and waking up with the taste of strawberry candy in my mouth... wishing something...would straighten itself out...problems are supposed to fix themselves...(i don't believe this one bit but it helps) 9:36 p.m. - 2002-02-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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