seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- therapeutic writing at the beach, everything felt okay i buried my toes in the sand, collected seashells along the edge of the water, licked the salt from the sea off of my lips and felt okay with the world again i know that i'm not crazy i tell myself this as i wash the cobwebs off the window screens and buy seeds to plant in the tiny organic vegetable garden i have planned out in the backyard, i want to grow things i can't afford at the grocery store, i want to learn how to cook and mend my own clothes, i want to move to a large city and wear black from head to toe and sunglasses that don't hide my face i want to have plants on my windowsills that need to be watered everyday and jeans that need to be washed and places i can go for blackberry iced tea even in the city even in the north and i don't want to be crazy 12:58 p.m. - 2002-05-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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