seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- small entry three dear diary, the weather is impatient, spilling forth and pulling on skirts, and sweating down, where once there was a paleoindian settlement with mounds and missionaries tugging along their rosary beads and now there stands a Chili's that is always extra crowded on friday nights. i heard isable allende on NPR talk about The House of Spirits and her new biography. she had a lovely voice too and it led me to believe that all writers have a musical lilt when they vocalize their words; that it must be inherent. shortly after i noticed The House of Spirits was on Bravo and tried to watch it but the cat needed extra petting and i had to write a paper on comparing and contrasting the treatment of racism in the works of Wright and Walker. i think i am sick of school but next week i will have to find a job and that scares me. i took a personal attraction test online and it told me i was independent, strong, and extroverted. i thought that was funny since i never leave my house and am too frightened to speak up in class. i am afraid i will shut off all together if i do not get help. i am afraid i am diminshing as i write and soon i will cease to exist. 12:11 - 16 June, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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