seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- bell all i wanted to do was write write write but i was at mcdonalds very late and the payphone was out and the pen was dead and i kept thinking about all that beauty and magnificence that gets hindered because of small details. bell hooks was afraid of driving once--this makes me feel less afraid and she just loved to clean the house and writes her name in lower-case letters and sometimes i want to see seattle and the space needle and the rain everywhere but i am confined to the east and i will never know evolutionary theory like the back of my hand but when we watched those tiny embryos emerge and uncurve, all i wanted was to know you--there are some people i will never know; this is a painful realization, and there are some people i will never meet again. it is like death, though i have not known death, it is death not to know you again or ever and that you will never hear my voice and i will never hear yours. 13:12 - 16 September, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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