seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- its only summer in my head my stomach is turning over and over, knotting itself up...(is it indigestion or just temporary nervousness?) i would put the kettle on and have blackberry jam, if i lived somewhere beautiful i suppose beauty is what we carry with us...i love it here in tallahassee but sometimes i just want to walk through the city at night and here, everything is so far away because there is hardly any public transportation...i can relate: being trapped between a small town and a larger one...here...you get lost in the shadow of miami or...disney world there's nothing left to say, really i don't know what unhappiness is sometimes...my sister plays her favorite christmas songs and they vibrate off of the walls of this house...this house...if it fell down i would not have time to run and gather all the things i have collected through the years...stones, letters, pictures....maybe it is all meaningless to stare out of the window in a car that is barely moving...to watch your breath form frosty circles on the glass...maybe that has more meaning... -for all the diaries who don't have guestbooks, i just want to say that i find your words extremely beautiful...to keep me thinking, wondering...reading...no one is really far away...no one is really gone 1:06 p.m. - 2001-12-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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