seethingblue's Diaryland Diary

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this is the truth about who i am

[he defended me and then i was smitten]

in my dreams you cut your hair like jason the geographer and you wore a blue sweater instead of gray like always and you wore glasses that were too big and you couldn't see anyway and we were all blind and singing and holding hands and i told you of H.R. Puff'n'Stuff and the psychadelic sixties before it all and the kick i'm on and the way we kissed before we knew it and exchanged emails simulateneously

please- i'm not this mentally oriented towards love; i am so normal when i want to be

please- i won't invite you for coffee just because you drink two cups a day and i don't have very many diaries

you were asking me so many questions and writing down everything i said and i felt like such a princess and i found myself genuinely laughing wishing this was more about real life and less about fiction

wishing i could write like other people in their diaries...just facts just details just clever witty funny occurrences just love letters just acoustic songs just mental instability just lists of things to do just shout-outs to people who won't listen just calls for help just dedications and recollections

just naked honesty

there will always be cat hair on my sweater, accept this, there will always be something else i focus my eyes on, please accept this, there will always be metaphors criss-crossing in and out of my inarticulate speaking, accept me, there will always be someone else and no one at all and at the same time

i just want to land on my feet

6:28 p.m. - 2002-02-06

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