seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my confidence is diminishing as we speak the more i sit there and stare at steve, the more i shrink a little inside- i am slowly becoming half my size, legs swinging back and forth from the height of my chair, with my sneakers dangling half off my feet, and i feel invisible to him, to myself, and the world, and the girls with cherry lipgloss smeared, and the man who cuts the sleeves off of his wrestling t-shirts because he doesn't give a shit about the size of his arms- and i feel sick because i care about the size of my arms and whether they jiggle too much and are too pale 12:11 p.m. - 2002-03-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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