seethingblue's Diaryland Diary

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mornings in indiana

up too early,

bad back,

rice + seaweed + squid with hot sauce

half-empty water bottles

crumpled bed sheets

- sometimes i feel like crawling back to florida on my hands and knees, sometimes i feel like never going back.

that campus, those bars on tennessee street, football championships,

being outside of everything else

but in other cities i'm a stranger, feeling like i don't belong because i don't live there, i don't have to feel like a part of that place for i can just leave and return home to a place where i'm supposed to fit in,

but i don't fit in anywhere because i adapt myself to my environment in a way that is temporary

believing that i will eventually leave

09:27 - 05 July, 2002

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