seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- stress dear edithelaine, today i thought about my life and the future and felt like crying i don't feel smart enough or good enough and i don't think i'm ever going to make it-- wherever that is or what that is. i just read robert browning poetry and watch cartoons because my envy of those who have done something productive in their lives consumes me, makes me feel light-headed and heavy all at once, i feel like i have failed. 15:22 - 06 February, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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