seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- diary entry dear diary, when it is over, i think i will let you know. i think i have been in a fever too long, sweating in my sleep and turning over in my sleep and dreaming of water and being too afraid to get up and pee. i think this is the last expansion of my chest, i think anything less will kill me, i think it is a heart attack and the absence of love or something sentimental, something piercing, something they have trained me to hate, to never never never ever drop quotes, to never never never ever confess. i don't know how to relate to the rest of the world anymore. i lay awake thinking of ways to escape. i think i am slowly going crazy. 14:19 - 13 April, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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