seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- bland update wow, i actually broke through! i've been trying to update for the longest time. not much to say anyway. i have this sudden urge to go to florence or something. i've never been on a train. i want to live where trains are still poetic and taken across the countryside. i want to eat fresh fruit from a stall. i want to eat a meal prepared from vegetables grown in the chef's own garden. (ok, i've been watching 40 dollars a day on the food network. it's so addictive. i watched the one where the host went to amsterdam and then the one where she went to florence. how do i get that job????) i've been eating gruesome, incredibly bad things like peanut m&m's and mint chocolate chip ice cream. i feel disgusting. and i ate fried chicken today. yuck. i try to take kira's advice and eat things i really want in isolation to give me insight into why i want that particular food but i'm not sure it's working. but it is a very wise idea. i'm even passive aggressive about dieting!!!! i can hear my sister jenny doing buns of steel in the other room. ha! we just got into a major fight that resulted in me dumping water on her head. sometimes i just can't stand to be around her. i feel like i'm going stir crazy or something. wish i had more to say. looks like rain again. it never stops. 18:10 - 20 June, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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