seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sigh I just want good conversation. I want to drive home in torrential downpours and know that I will have someone to talk to. I only write in here during extreme bouts of loneliness. I lay still on my bed and have a good cry. I flip through bad tv, talk shows and commercials where women emerge from steaming showers in fluffy bath robes. I am insanely jealous of happy couples, of writers who get into Iowa, of actresses who get perfectly constructed dialogue to spout in independent movies. I want to hide behind curtains that drag on to parquet, shower curtains, the legs of my mother in her slippers, the ones that scraped across the linoleum. I want to feel protection. I want someone to tell me they love me and that is all. 23:37 - 15 May, 2006 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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