seethingblue's Diaryland Diary

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when you find an old blog entry where someone you once loved has bad-mouthed you and you can't really hate it because that was then, this is now

you make a list of half-great things:

half-truths (like when you tell yourself things are okay but really know current life matters are tentative and possibly self-implosive--you need the denial)

sad movies (you know it won't end well: he'll die on the stairwell, but only after he loses a foot to hypothermia; she'll wait around her whole life knitting sweaters)

ordering take-out (it's food and it's there; it costs nearly the same as a slew of groceries and makes you feel crappy and bloated)

april showers (bring may flowers)


It's been weird and wacky, folks! I'm at that point in the year when I round up my age. And I just got a summer job. Yaay. And while everyone else is having babies and getting married, I'll be feeding the stray cats on my block, keeping my nose clean (cuz allergies make it run), and trying to volunteer more.


21:22 - 04 May, 2010

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