seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- when you find an old blog entry where someone you once loved has bad-mouthed you and you can't really hate it because that was then, this is now you make a list of half-great things: half-truths (like when you tell yourself things are okay but really know current life matters are tentative and possibly self-implosive--you need the denial) sad movies (you know it won't end well: he'll die on the stairwell, but only after he loses a foot to hypothermia; she'll wait around her whole life knitting sweaters) ordering take-out (it's food and it's there; it costs nearly the same as a slew of groceries and makes you feel crappy and bloated) april showers (bring may flowers)
21:22 - 04 May, 2010 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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