seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- why do you hate it here? i lied: voices in the hallway do not make me feel closer to humanity...they draw me away from the world....i watch the bees serve their purpose on the earth, the flowers do not seem to mind...but gossiping serves no purpose, so i lied when i told myself i was a good person inside, so i lied, lied, lied i was not talking with the others, but the chatter and the clicking, the keyboard, the fingers and the worst part was i was mentally telling myself what would happen if this university magically floated away to another city...how happy i would be, not to leave but to remain, because i lived here before my life linked to the university and i would stay a while, i know i would and i feel bad that i talked about her, this city and when i hear the murmur in the hallway or the criticsm it breaks my heart i cannot tell why 11:28 a.m. - 2001-09-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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