seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "suck up and be nice"-ani i can't psychoanalyze my parents anymore or think about the past...i don't want to give in to believing i suffered from a crummy childhood, sometimes it just isn't worth it...and sometimes i think my life is actually pretty good, maybe i am happy...suffering does not always lead to eventual success...so why not risk it and be happy? maybe (maybe!) some people pile depression on their heads and pretend to be worthy of tortured bliss, and some people really have a disease but....like my fellow cabbage patch kid, kira, once said in so many words- it takes more courage to just be happy...it makes you much more brave to be a color instead of a shade of gray it makes things much easier for humanity...to have someone smile at me on the bus instead of trying to find something to dislike but i have bad days, too, and i understand 12:18 p.m. - 2001-10-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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