seethingblue's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- first official day of holiday break living in my pjs again, and today i consumed most of the leftover pizza, stopping to dab at the pools of grease...it made me sick to eat it, so i spent two minutes on the mini-trampoline out in the garage i found my old publix apron at the bottom of my underwear drawer, thought about putting it on as a little joke but then i was too repulsed, seeing my name on the nametag, big black bold letters: M I C H E L E ...pondering the quality of one's own name can occupy a person for hours but i get bent out of shape by the philosophy of it all sometimes i don't even think about all the junkfood that makes its way down to my stomach and depressed intestines...i concentrate on those problem areas like the stomach, ass, thighs, and on and on...quite depressing to a girl...a girl with dirty teacups all over her room and two fish tanks that have gurgling filters...sara's tank is so much cleaner than mine and her fish: archie, edith, gloria, meathead and bea arthur seem so sane...i should have named my fish after the jeffersons but one can only be so clever 5:25 p.m. - 2001-12-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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