seethingblue's Diaryland Diary

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the effects of tv on a weak and feeble mind

This semester feels blurry and superficial. Maybe its because I'm taking less classes and sleeping more and eating at midnight and sneaking Cheese Puffs into my room at 2 in the morning to watch Roseanne. I wanted to breakdown and cry during the Tornado episode though it seemed very hokey when a mailbox crashed through the living room window and all the Conners screamed in unison. I think it is the same reason why I want to break down and cry when I ride in the front seat with my mother and she honks at people for no reason and her hair is unbrushed and she forgets to put lipstick on her lower lip and she has abandoned earrings forever. I think it is the same reason why I feel divided and partly dying everytime I wake up and look at the place I have been living in for too long, the posters that will come down someday, the dusty fan blades now unneeded in cold January weather.

15:23 - 16 January, 2004

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